aaaaahhhh
I'm scared scared scared. College! AH. August 13 is when I move into my dorm.Okay, so I basically...don't know where a lot of the band stuff is. I think I might be able to figure out where the band building is if I keep a map with me at all times. which I will. duh.
But...so the standard questions.
-Oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh! band camp ends at 10 every night! how do I find other people who live in east laville or find other people who can walk with me?!
-what if I don't wake up to my alarm one day? I can just imagine waking up at like noon and just crying because they won't let me in band since I didn't attend that morning's practice.
-okay, so do we drive to the practice field or the indoor area? do we walk? nobody has told me.
-I'm scared that I won't be able to make it to any of the dining places to eat. don't ask why...on tuesdays/thursdays, I have from 10:30-12 to eat and on Mondays/Wednesdays/Fridays, I have...before 10:30 or from 12:30-3:30.
-I'm afraid I'm going to forget my schedule and go to the wrong classes or be late to my classes and my teachers will hate me and I won't be smart enough to understand anything...or good enough to play tigerband music...
yeah, sarah and I sightread my music yesterday...that I have to memorize...and I'm like, "oh, this one is easy! I'll memorize it first!" yeah. I listened to a recording of it. easy, my butt. it's like, "okay...let's play this as fast as we can...go."
why do I worry so much?
I always worry. Don't tell me not to- it won't help.
-Meredith
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